Come Back

I woke up this morning in immense pain
Downing pills
Nope it won't go away
Do you feel what I'm feeling?
Or are you really moving on
I can't bare the meeting
Sometimes I feel like heaven sounds better
I can't go through this
I won't
Never
I loved you fully with my entire being
I know we both understand that feeling
You know me better than anyone
I know you better than anyone
Why are we constantly battling
Questioning
Cant we realize we are on the same team
I don't want to hurt
I don't want to hurt you
Lets start fresh
Lets give something new
I planned my whole life
I thought you did too
Loving you was everything
It would make us brand new

11/22/17

I want to go back in time 

Before everything changed

I’m stuck in this past memory

I don’t want it to fade

This pain that penetrates 

Deep in my soul 

Won’t seem to let up 

Won’t seem to let go 

I can’t even sleep 

Eating is hard 

My heart is shattered

Stepped on the shards 

Please wake me up 

This is a horrible dream 

Right now I can barely breath

Wondering what you’re doing 

Puts me in a darkness

I can’t get out of 

Please come back 

I gave you all

 Loving you was my greatest downfall