Dreams come true

The one

I now know what this means

When I close my eyes I don't dream

I've dreamt of you since I was young

You now have consumed my lungs 

Breathing for me so it seems

We've meshed as one

Our souls to keep 

Never thought this blessing would happen

Then you showed me your heaven 

Keeping you always lifted

Growing with you as planets are shifted 

Everyday ive become more addicted

Even after my souls disconnected 

Mine

When I do things my perspective 

It's like getting off a defibrillator 

Living for another being

Only seeing what their seeing

Doing what best suits me

Waking up and letting be

Some people wonder why

But answers still won't rest the eye

It's something I can't explain

It keeps me out of pain

Passion and distraction 

Go hand in hand

Detecting what's right brings the end

So with this

The Devils kiss

I will enter my own dream 

Promise

I promise 

To keep the monsters away

To never let my eyes stray 

I promise

To pick you up when your down

To always be around

I promise 

To give you my all

My whole self entirely

I promise

To never judge at your worst

To hold and accept when you curse

I promise 

To be there anytime

Rain or shine

I wish I could promise forever

But I don't know how long I'll be alive 

05/28

Forever is an empty promise

Something I loath and want to finish

Your smile was everything

Your heart was my destiny

Never thought I would get you out

My brains beginning to stress me out 

Sometimes I wonder if I consume you

Then again you are my two

The connecting source to my happiness 

The everlasting spiritual sacrifice

Keeping away the monsters that lurk

Always with a lovable smirk

Making these feelings last

Let's hope we won't die out

Time

There's really no time to waste

Trying to beat father time

Succeeding before the reapers crime

Distractions good or bad

Veer you off the chosen path

Staying focused to win the race

Trying to go at a steady pace

Decisions decisions 

Can't choose one

Reflecting on life with a loaded gun

Wondering when you will make that leap

Conquering everything you weep

Succeeding in life isn't the toughest

It's getting through life without those crutches 

Letting go of unnecessary things

People, places, things 

At the end of the race

You won't see a familiar face 

Majority took a fall

05-03-15

Another one bites the dust
Man that was tough
Feeling used
Emotionally abused
I really thought i was wrong
I thought you had depth
I lept
Thinking you were consumed
Really it was your doom
Do I not seem good enough
Am I not crazy enough
Like you said
The attachment wasn't there
Hard to hear such harsh words
Then I remember what I deserve
Its nice to know it wasn't me
But hard to think i invested so much in thee
I hope that you find the one your looking for
Just don't make them feel like your whore
It was a bump in the road
Now it is finally closed

distasteful

Figure
Disfigure
We want to be like the girls in the magazines
Edited
Directed
Posed
Affiliated
We are told that whats perfect is perfect
What isn't is shameful
Boys become picky
Their taste is disgraceful
The character of a woman
Is defined by her size
So instead of eating
We weigh and measure our waist line
Flawless skin
Doesn't mean a win
Don't you remember when you thought of yourself as a ten
Until you met that human that disrupted your zen
The ones so consumed by gluttony
Creating the most enemies
Cooped up inside in their own demise
Departing from their heart
To make you seem like distasteful art
You become so concerned of your outer appearance
Craving that constant reassurance
No wonder the disorders start so young
Media peers and men
Finally won