No more you

Can I ask you a question 

Will you help me figure it out 

How we went from death do us part

To your already out

Already in love with someone else

You needing a distraction?

Can’t work on yourself 

I was hoping my intuition was wrong

But you simply fooled me that long 

I’m sad I’m hurt 

But I’m not damaged or broken 

The weird thing about loving you

I wasn’t inlove with you 

You were able to mess with my head and emotions

Making me feel so worthless 

Needing so much help 

I felt the severity of the pain 

As you accused and ended things that day

The biggest thing I tend to leave out 

Was our love was pouring 

Front two very different spouts 

I loved you and meant it 

You loved me and lied 

Trying to push me down

Take away my internal light 

Each and every move was strategized 

I can’t  believe I trusted anything out of your mouth 

I loved you it’s true 

But it’s the love I thought I knew 

Now that I’m centered

Safe and complete 

I will only bring in what’s meant for me 

Respecting and loving myself was a must 

I finally got rid of the last bit of “you” dust