2-2-15

I'm so over stereotypes and opinions 

They always come from the same minions 

Ripping people down

To make themselves feel better

Why can't we just all treat eachother with positivity instead of negativity 

Nobody will be your idea of perfect

No one can fill the void you have

If your happiest moments are when your destroying someone

Then you need to take a look around

I have hated many 

For this exact reason

Take a look in the mirror before you judge

Because your words could take someone to the ledge

Your mind our own ocean

A human 

Such a fragile yet destructive thing

Put on earth to rediscover life 

Yet we don't know why we are life

Everyday poses a new question

We don't know 

That's the most beautiful yet fearful thing any of us encounter 

Humans want to figure everything out

But we can't even figure out ourselves 

How can these questions be justified

All individual thinkers 

Not knowing what someone else sees 

Relying on facts and a human word

We think we are known but everyday we are faced with new obstacles and new things we don't know or can't answer 

We rely on religion or science to give us answers when the people who created these answers don't even know the subconscious of their own self 

Not knowing is the most beautiful thing 

Even when we know we really don't know 

Day 5

Those moments of darkness

I cherish

They form me to flourish

I can't say I'm happy to experience it

Nor am I sad when it occurs again

This transforms my every end

I become so deep with myself

That I don't realize the rest

When my eyes become pools

And my hearts in my throat

I know it's time for a change

The darkness takes over me

Tries to move me drastically

By then I'm destined to win

You can't control a person

An action causes a reaction

To stop it completely

You resort to a conclusion

Never to return 

They diminish

You bloom

My review of 2014

A year can change a lot

Started it off

Moving to a state for a boy

Later to find out I was a toy

A sickness scare

Leaving my gma impaired 

A new start for my passion

Controlled by distractions 

Intertwined in old flames

Ending in repeated heartbreaks

Expanding my knowledge 

Not graduating from college

Becoming my own

Writing songs for the unknown 

Leaving all the jealous humans

Behind In this year of chaos

No grudges entering the new year

But won't put up with you either

A new start

A new path

Enjoying them with the ones that last

Cheers to the ones who changed us

Cheers to the ones who love us 

2014 you were a lesson 

2015 you will greater than the Great Depression 

Next thought

Think about this

I gave you my heart

Not figuratively 

I reached into my chest and handed you my beating heart

What did you do?

You left it 

Letting it beat on the floor

You didn't care for the honesty 

Walking away from my prophecy

Oh now you want friendship?

Now you want something deep

You won't get it 

You were already 6 inches deep in that girl

Still thinking about it makes me hurl

So the word friends will never describe us

There is no more to discuss 

Yep

I love the smell you leave on my skin

It's cigarettes and your bodies wind

Except that night you came around

Wearing perfume and some whores mouth 

You think I couldn't tell the difference

That you suddenly had a mistress 

She wears Lola and some awful red

Smoking camel crushes in our bed 

I couldn't help but think of her time

It makes me want to drown in wine

You're constantly driving me insane

Tossing me out like cheap champagne

Hoping not to be caught and dead

But honey that is how your story ends

Time is precious

People are always so nosy

Giving opinions but know nothing

Spreading tall tales

Then reading more fables

No wonder innocence is lost

The way of life now

Makes more people frown

The judgement with insecurities

Giving more humans impurities 

At the end of the day

There's no one to save

We all have our evils 

Some never leave em

So next time you go to open your mouth

Make sure something positive is coming out