Badgering me until I cry
Left with no choice than to lie
I thought you could do me a favor
Walk into my life as a savior
I hate you so much
It's turned into my crutch
Moments of sudden weakness
Leaves me in total bleakness
All I ask is for no more pain
I just simply wish to be sane
The questioning and fighting has to end
So I can finally begin to mend
The love I have fills me up
It also has become my death cup
Sometimes I lay awake and pray
That death will soon come my way
Then I wake for another day
Hoping today the pain will go away
