Finished yet?

Looking at me with a colt 45 in your mouth

Telling me I can live without

I don't think you understand 

You can't do that to your kid man

A few days pass I finally cry

Why would you just want to die

Do I not mean enough to you

To fight through all this bullshit too

I knew you had it in you to be cold

But I thought that your talk of suicides were old

All you have left to say

Is your will can pay my way

I can barely hold back my tears

But now your true self is clear

When are you going to pull the plug

Because I really would need one last hug

Maybe think about all you'll miss

But you dont care so Rest In Piss

Miles Of Obstacles

Distance is such a game

Leaving you to keep tame

How far will u let love strive

Or will u cut it off at first glide

Can you prevent your eyes to wonder

Or to keep your mind from sudden ponder

Having your loved one not near

Has your relationship in sudden fear

I know loving you is a must

But will it be overturned by one night lust

Another Sleep

My Nights consist of restless sleep

Tossing and turning with continuing weep

Our last conversation that we shared

Left me hopeless and impaired

Another tear falls out my eye

How could I believe your every lie

Saying we were happy was a must

The last thing I wanted was to lose your trust

I'm covered in your viscous scars

As if I battled the roman Mars

To say our story ended well

Would be saying we wanted to live in hell

I look at you with a blank stare

Because to me your no longer there

Endless Tragedy

Your eyes are such a deep blue

Like the ocean floor I crave you

Noone around to hold my breath

I jump into your body's depth

Our passionate desire

Turns into a rapid fire

Burning down our massive shields

Being lit as fast as dry fields

Our passion is coming to a stop

Now its fighting and taring up

Cups are thrown at all directions

I now look for that stable protection

It's sad to say our love is lost

But a heart is such a deadly toss

Picking up the shattered glass

My heart is torn out at last

Stomping it to the ground

No wonder I cant make a sound

Ill try and mend myself whole

But this doesn't help my broken soul

I walk away with out a glance

I will never give you another chance

Imaginary Love

Remember being younger

With that fairy tale hunger

I want the ending like in those stories

Making memories as royalties

Hoping for a fairy god mother

To get rid of those loser lovers

I'm finished with kissing frogs

I want one to turn into god

To sweep me off my feet

Like belle in beauty and the beast

Ill be wearing my earned gown

Accepting my diamond crown

Hopeless romantic

Boy will it be fantastic

To meet your one true love

Black in Black

Assuming black is for the witches

We gothic people consider you bitches

Prancing around in your lighter colors

We dont give you names we just sit back in horror

Finally the worst season is over

I'm over half naked orange girls in the summer

Putting on my oversized sweaters

Keeping me thin through the month of november

Now you cheerful girls have to sit back and think

How many warm clothes do they sell in pink

The Everlasting Fire

Whispering soft tunes in my ear

You start my heart racing dear

Just your hot breath on my skin

Gives me trembles thick and thin

My body feeds for your desire

Like Johnny Cash and his ring of fire

I count my blessings and make my wish

I just cant wait for your kiss

Ill be your half to make you whole

Then we will mend into one soul

Through every struggle we come out stronger

No harm shall be done any longer

Written By: Yours Truly