Friday, February 21, 2014

Come back

I knew when you hugged me
You always have loved me
Even  how I treated you
I practically defeated you 
You always make me see
How good you are for me
When I give n take away your pain
Your still the only thing keepin me sane
I'm sorry for my awkward goodbyes
I just dont want you to see me cry
You deserve more than a call or text
So i hope I can have a second yes
Because after so many meaningless hugs
Yours is the only one that fits like a glove 
The puzzle piece to fit n complete
I just want you, no sub-in or repeats 
I love you more than you will see
So please please please come back to me 

Sunday, February 9, 2014

Never chosen

I read that text over and over
Putting together pieces of a lying lover
Storming in to throw your shit 
Trying to spare my angry hit
How could you?! I screamed 
My body tearing at the seam
Your response so blank
I just caught you, my heart sank
Tears filling up my eyes
Playing back all your audio lies
Slamming the door on your repeated sorrys
You won't ever have to hide secrets don't worry 
A repeated position I'm constantly in
The other girls always seem to win
Am I not pretty enough for you not to cheat
Or did I deserve these constant repeats 
I guess what needs to change
Is a want for a guy my age
They will always choose
Blonde hair and big boobs
And I will always suffer
From a young mans dishonor