Tuesday, July 29, 2014

Drunk mistakes

A hand on my chest
I become undressed 
The toxics in my system
Leave me smitten
Your such a gentlemen
At least I thought anyway
But with the last drink
You scoop me with a wink
Take me home 
To come undone
It's hard to be divine
When I'm 3 bottles deep in wine
Not a slight care
You push me down n stare
Finally finishing ur desire
I cry for about two hours 
Why must you do this hun
I thought you were a nice one 
I guess you can't trust a soul
When your left drunk on a stool
The next day I put on a smile
Hiding my sadness for a while 
Only for it to be brought up in the future
To seem like a drunk hooker
But pointing fingers leaves shame
And at one point you wanted this claim






Saturday, July 5, 2014

Bouquet of Devotion

My veins sharp as stems
Cutting me to the end
My insides become duds 
Replaced with rose buds
Rapidly growing
They all begin crowing
Walking around as a corpse of love
Vulnerable as a flesh of dove
My emptiness replaced
Thrown out like toxic waste
The only thing curing my sickness 
Is your mental illness
The unhealthy potion we devour
Makes these buds turn into flowers
The beauty behind our darkness
Will leave us heartless
So If we part
It shall turn to art
And a smile will rise
In our own demise 

Wake up

Why do girls I know
Let these boys destroy their soul
Don't they get they'll never change
It's like running in a firing range
You know you'll get shot
But you think one might dodge your spot
The end is always the same
These boys will never change
It only hurts the more you go back 
It's only just another attack
Your always the problem 
It's always your fault 
They are the wound and you are the salt 
It's so unhealthy but you crave the feeling 
You know it's bad but you can't help the stealing 
People witnessing your return
But your not even concerned
We listen to your constant struggle
We can't help your trouble
Your cries are repetitive 
Your relationships are so negative 
People will get over your complaints
Showing you constraint
You are so brilliant
But you look like an idiot
So until then have fun
Because your sanity is surely done