Paint my heart

I like this

This whole thing we have

Our shared laughs

I don't want to change it

Maybe I'm too sensitive

Or maybe I'm just right

I've waited for you day n night

It saddens me this could end

But happiness till then

A smile a tear

Is this a day dream or for real

This black isn't dark

Your fingertips paint my heart

Every inch of you

I died into

The thought of goodbye

Then a kiss goodnight

To wake up right next to you

Sometimes I think your not real

Your fake

Then the sun sets

I take a deep breath

Letting this greatness take over 

I succumbed to your arms

Taken and enlarged

Now I live through your light forever 

4-19-15

As I stand here alone

These thoughts become my own

What's wrong?

Why do you do this?

These questions leave me stressed

Am I not good enough

Has my heart had to much

I can only write it down on paper

I can only wish for so much after

When we met I felt it

But tonight it was all wrong

When we kissed i felt it

But today was too gone

The depth I crave 

The love I want

Seems too out of reach

The conversations I need

Leaves me constantly unachieved

Especially since your not the one

What a stupid thought I had

Thinking this dream could be reality

No way it can

I wanted you

You wanted your cake and eat it too

So simple yet so tough

I left I had enough 

I deserve the universe

But you gave me a star 

So I will let that fall

Move on once more 

Lovers

I fell hard 

Harder than I wanted too

Much faster than I ever knew

Baby I fell for you

I love you 

Much deeper than I ever knew

I loved you more than I ever knew

Baby I love you

It's hard you see

I want you so bad for me

Your bad is a disease

I can never heal me

When I let you go

You fall in the distance 

You disappear in the smoke

I burn in your cloak

Falling harder each day

I fell hard 

To hard to move on

You are the one

Bloody Mary

It's all just a dream we say

When these nightmares don't go away

Staring at yourself in the mirror

Wondering if the ghost will disappear 

You close your eyes

Escaping your own demise 

I guess the blood was fake 

Nothing less it was a mistake

Wondering when she will return

Grabbing your throat 

Making you yearn

Loving the darkness was a struggle

Your hearts blood now a puddle 

You splash 

She kicks

The blood begins to thick

Open the eyes

See the cries

Leaving your last heart in the water