My review of 2014

A year can change a lot

Started it off

Moving to a state for a boy

Later to find out I was a toy

A sickness scare

Leaving my gma impaired 

A new start for my passion

Controlled by distractions 

Intertwined in old flames

Ending in repeated heartbreaks

Expanding my knowledge 

Not graduating from college

Becoming my own

Writing songs for the unknown 

Leaving all the jealous humans

Behind In this year of chaos

No grudges entering the new year

But won't put up with you either

A new start

A new path

Enjoying them with the ones that last

Cheers to the ones who changed us

Cheers to the ones who love us 

2014 you were a lesson 

2015 you will greater than the Great Depression 

Next thought

Think about this

I gave you my heart

Not figuratively 

I reached into my chest and handed you my beating heart

What did you do?

You left it 

Letting it beat on the floor

You didn't care for the honesty 

Walking away from my prophecy

Oh now you want friendship?

Now you want something deep

You won't get it 

You were already 6 inches deep in that girl

Still thinking about it makes me hurl

So the word friends will never describe us

There is no more to discuss 

Yep

I love the smell you leave on my skin

It's cigarettes and your bodies wind

Except that night you came around

Wearing perfume and some whores mouth 

You think I couldn't tell the difference

That you suddenly had a mistress 

She wears Lola and some awful red

Smoking camel crushes in our bed 

I couldn't help but think of her time

It makes me want to drown in wine

You're constantly driving me insane

Tossing me out like cheap champagne

Hoping not to be caught and dead

But honey that is how your story ends

Time is precious

People are always so nosy

Giving opinions but know nothing

Spreading tall tales

Then reading more fables

No wonder innocence is lost

The way of life now

Makes more people frown

The judgement with insecurities

Giving more humans impurities 

At the end of the day

There's no one to save

We all have our evils 

Some never leave em

So next time you go to open your mouth

Make sure something positive is coming out