11/22/17

I want to go back in time 

Before everything changed

I’m stuck in this past memory

I don’t want it to fade

This pain that penetrates 

Deep in my soul 

Won’t seem to let up 

Won’t seem to let go 

I can’t even sleep 

Eating is hard 

My heart is shattered

Stepped on the shards 

Please wake me up 

This is a horrible dream 

Right now I can barely breath

Wondering what you’re doing 

Puts me in a darkness

I can’t get out of 

Please come back 

I gave you all

 Loving you was my greatest downfall

Miles Of Obstacles

Distance is such a game

Leaving you to keep tame

How far will u let love strive

Or will u cut it off at first glide

Can you prevent your eyes to wonder

Or to keep your mind from sudden ponder

Having your loved one not near

Has your relationship in sudden fear

I know loving you is a must

But will it be overturned by one night lust

Another Sleep

My Nights consist of restless sleep

Tossing and turning with continuing weep

Our last conversation that we shared

Left me hopeless and impaired

Another tear falls out my eye

How could I believe your every lie

Saying we were happy was a must

The last thing I wanted was to lose your trust

I'm covered in your viscous scars

As if I battled the roman Mars

To say our story ended well

Would be saying we wanted to live in hell

I look at you with a blank stare

Because to me your no longer there