Time is precious

People are always so nosy

Giving opinions but know nothing

Spreading tall tales

Then reading more fables

No wonder innocence is lost

The way of life now

Makes more people frown

The judgement with insecurities

Giving more humans impurities 

At the end of the day

There's no one to save

We all have our evils 

Some never leave em

So next time you go to open your mouth

Make sure something positive is coming out

Marks

Your fingernails in my side

Takes me for a ride 

I close my eyes

To reach my insane paradise

The scent of cigarettes 

All over your fingertips 

Leaves the perfect perfume for me 

Now grab me once

Throw me twice

Take me to that paradise 

I'm Sorry

Two words

Hardest to accept

Hardest to reject

What makes a sorry, sorry

Is it the actions to back it up

Or the memories we have to wrap up

Do we forgive just because it's said

Do we let go of the dread

It's a slippery slope

We go through life trusting people

Sometimes making it to the steeple 

One mistake and flash

A life crash

Can a sorry really mend it all

Some say forgive and forget

Don't fret 

Accept mistakes and move forward

Is it possible?

Can one human truly forgive

With just two words

Your sorry for what?

At the time it's what you wanted

Thinking you wouldn't be caught

The sorry lasts for so long

Till it's all gone

We wait 

Hoping not to be let down

Hoping our face does something other than frown

Reminisce on the good times

Trying to forget this crime 

Hoping one day it will disappear

And your heart won't be in fear 

The game

Something not surfaced

Subconsciously done

Dwindling people away

To find the one

Can't text first 

Or wait three days

Are they rules 

Or does it get in the way

We are so worried about a match

Forgetting just to relax

Has honesty been thrown out?

Can we not be upfront 

Can we not explain our intentions 

Do we have to give reasons for not connecting

People these days are so scared 

What if he doesn't like me

What if she doesn't call me

Who cares

Find what you want and let it consume you

Never give up until failure loves you

Then we will defeat the game

Victory will never be our shame

Thoughts

Drip drop

The sound of my tears hitting the floor

I have not scored

The rawness of my soul

Makes me numb and old

Damaging the heart again

When two lovers are forced friends

I won't stick around to be there for you

I don't owe you my friendship 

Not my loyalty too

I'm sorry

The words I hear to often

The two words that make up for nothing

I love so deep

That I become weak

Hopeless romantic

No longer a semantic 

Nothing makes sense anymore

Like I said I haven't scored

Survey Says

Opposite of love is hate

I hate that I love you

Or I love to hate you

Many people never experience it

Stuck in their own heads 

Beating themselves up with dread

Many think it's comfortable silence 

Some experience loving violence

A recognition of a counterpart

Making us more resilient 

I don't think anyone truly knows 

Love 

It's powerful 

You choose wrong your destroyed 

You choose right your complete

Crazy how two people meet

Rawness of the soul is my take

Feeling everything is loving

No matter what we are all loved

Some crave the theaters take 

Others keep the reality fake

One day we will all receive

Everything that we perceive 

So until then it's war 

And we have not scored

Above all

Take a deep breath and sit

Your heart and mind telling you to quit

Push aside your devils eyes

Quit focusing on peoples lies

Everyone will try to bring you down

But never take off your crown

Your the writer of your own story

So bring it to it's finishing glory

Tearing through the webs of jealousy

Leaving it dead in a cemetery 

Hovering above like a kite

To drag us into our perfect twilight